January 3, 2023
Rockleigh, NJ

Email to Hanjo & Ananda, 1:05 am:

What. The fuck. Was that?  I need to speak with you as soon as possible.  Can you call me as soon  as you get this?

Email to Hanjo & Ananda, 1:24 am:

Did you experience that as well?  I have never been so unsure of my continued grace. That was fucking terrifying in a way I didn’t previously know it was possible to be scared.  There was a dimensional fold there that would have robbed me of love without the chance for redemption. 

I really need to speak with you both. 

Email to Hanjo & Ananda, 6:54 am:

I’m not as terrified as last night, but only because there is some distance between me and that thing.  I have never been so instinctively and so deeply repelled as I was by that. I realized part of what was so horrifying about it - there was no underlying carrier frequency for Source. How was that even possible?  How could something not be reflecting that it came from Source?