Crafting the World Resonator

January 1-2, 2023
Driving from Florida to New Jersey with my children

Hi Hanjo & Ananda,

I have an ENORMOUS amount to report back to you with respect to the drive, and will do so once I’ve collated my quick shorthand notes. But I wanted to first write to you to tell you about what I did this morning.  

Ever since yesterday morning’s session, I’ve felt like I had a larger purpose for this drive of manifesting a resonator for the entire Earth field; but I wasn’t sure how to do it.  I felt after our conversation yesterday morning that I was capable of something truly audacious, but I wasn’t sure how to pull off something that didn’t feel flimsy and impermanent with the tools I had, even when bringing the Heka teachings to bear, since this was so monumental. 

Without yet going into all the details of my mental adventures over the course of the drive, by the time the witching hour rolled around, I somewhat to my surprise found myself with all of the pieces that I needed to make the working happen perfectly. 

I knew this working was big, and I knew that I needed help not only generally - there were also certain specific energetic imprints that needed to be part of this working. Around 5am, I invited in Ra, Thoth, Ammit, Kali, Guan Yin, Shiva, Spider, Rama, Hanuman, Gabriel, Heka, Ganesha, Anandi - all the higher entities that had taught me and aided me. Although they are not all of the Earth, I felt it important to include their flavor in this working, to expand the scope for mystery, and to bring them more closely into the Earth field at a time when the world is ready for them. I felt countless other beings who had given me energetic pushes along the way - even my car Silas and my broken/not broken crystal Lyana participated. (Silas and I had an incredible magical collaboration with Guan Yin earlier in the evening that helped prepare me for this.) I also invited in the higher selves of all beings in the Earth field who wished to participate. 

I felt everyone gather around, and I flashed the grid across the sky - iridescent yet matte, white, forming a pentagonal grid across the heavens, arcing from horizon to horizon.   I wasn’t yet ready to fully bring it into being. Rather, it was the potential future grid, brought into the now for the sole purpose of transforming, for a moment, the whole planet into a living temple - a sacred space for this working. 

From the sacred space, with my higher self and all of those other beings gathered around, I called the future potential grid down into a puddle of light in my hands.  Holding the light, I proposed my ideas for the working to the gathered counsel.  I laid out the function of the grid, the workings of the check-valve and attractor I wanted to build, and the feedback loops that would keep it all running.  I turned to everyone and asked if they had suggestions or comments. There was a general rumble of assent, and I specifically asked Thoth if the working was good. He agreed it was. 

I proposed the frequencies that I wanted to imbue into the working - freedom, peace and attunement, with attunement bounded by balance and harmony.  Freedom in the sense of relief from bondage. The image, in my mind, was also from a children’s book, Ananda. This was from “So You Want to Be a Wizard”, by Diane Duane. In it, the children have an obligation to read the name of the Dark One from the definitive tome of reality (The Book of Night with Moon) as they bring reality back into form after its almost-unraveling, and at the last moment, the protagonist, using a pen filled with the light of a white hole, changes the last symbol of the Dark One’s name to a symbol with an upward curling arrow, to allow a new path to redemption and freedom. That is what I wanted to offer to the Earth field - a new, more balanced and harmonious path to graduation. Peace speaks for itself, and attunement, bounded by balance and harmony, would help the world to better shift into the 4th density light. I asked if there were any suggestions. Guan Yin suggested adding wisdom, as she had done with every working in which she had participated on this drive.  (Silas, for example, just finished blasting wisdom, peace, relaxed attention and responsiveness all the way up I-95, is thrilled to have had the opportunity, and looks forward to doing it again the next time he and I drive.) We all agreed with Guan Yin, and I felt the scaffolding of the working form. 

From there, I brought the grid back into being, feeling it snap into existence much more solidly this time - in fact, it felt more solid than reality.  The grid had regular buttresses at every horizon, reaching its elegant branches down from the huge floating pentagons, as the branches consolidated into thick smoothly flowing trunks drilling down into the Earth, going all the way into its center. But not the physical center -- this was Gaia’s center, the heart of hearts of the Earth field. I shifted with the collective group down into the heart of hearts, in order to complete the rest of the working where it would ultimately reside. From there we started shaping the pooled light to craft the check-valve and attractor. 

The check-valve automatically discharges negative energy when it overflows beyond a pre-determined level, shunting excess negative energy aside. From the heart of hearts, I expanded the check-valve so that it touched all places touching the ground, and would work to help discharge any sizeable agglomeration of negative energy. At the same time, we built an attractor, a spinning winding of light creating its own torsion field, supporting Gaia in the Earth’s role of drawing off and grounding negative energy; except now instead of the Earth simply accepting what was given to it, the attractor created a gentle tug, easily enough ignored, that would in aggregate draw away an immense quantity of loose negative energy from the Earth field.  In addition, the attractor linked to the buttresses to allow the grid itself to subtly draw negative energy in the air down to the attractor.  All of that negative energy drawn into the Earth would be discharged by the check-valve into the resonator to transmute the energy into positive frequencies and power the working.  The resonator itself was imbued with Freedom, Wisdom, Peace, and Attunement (balance/harmony bounded), as discussed above. 

I felt everything settle in place. I reached for the heart of the working itself and from there generated a Heka particle connection to make the working lock in.  Just as I was doing so, I felt the crystal Lyana (traveling until then somewhat sleepily in my pants pocket) reach out and start sending enlightenment energy into and around the whole working, folding the light in and among the various dimensions; and I realized that what I had thought I had imbued into Lyana as enlightenment energy was actually highly concentrated (but not coherent) 4th density light. 

I felt the Heka particle materialize.  Reality folded enough to lock in the form, but it wouldn’t manifest. It was just stuck. I sat with it, waiting for it to move forward, and nothing happened. Then I realized that although this was self-powered, it needed a kick start.  There was absolutely no way I could conceive of fueling it myself.  The energy required to get the working to start operating was truly monstrous.  My mind flashed to earlier in the drive, when I had been playing with drawing in energy through the heart of the entity created by the fluidic interaction of me/Silas and the other drivers/cars, and the road itself, and then showering that vast outpouring of love on all the participants, and I knew what to do.  I gave the working entirely to Gaia, to own as her own, to provide its initial fuel with her love, and to direct it as she saw fit (with the understanding that its highest and best purpose is generally its default settings).

I felt the close presence, all at once, of all of the collected entities, and while fighting not to black out from the combined onslaught, l felt the remaining dimensional folds occur, the working slotted into place with a resounding THNK, and everything started to flow in the working like a well-lubricated and smoothly energized machine.  The resonator immediately began broadcasting worldwide, and there was a noticeable shift in the meta field of energy polarization - the field addressing the existence and shape of polarized energy in the Earth field - permitting a decrease in negative energy in the Earth field without a compensating decline on the positive side. 

I dropped out of the working after thanking everyone present from the bottom of my rapidly expanding heart. 

So that’s it: the unbounded working Ananda started innocently unfolding today during our session turned into a massive world-reorienting buddha toddler. Thanks Ananda!

Hanjo, thanks to you as well. Heka gave me the clues to everything yesterday, both with the astonishing, frame-shifting teaching on connecting to the heart of all entities formed from one’s relationships, as well as with the “offhand” comment regarding distortions in my identity causing much of my tension in weird ways.  Applying that teaching left me exceedingly balanced and filled with a relaxed joy; and I was able to flow from my heart to the heart of almost every interrelationship I experienced on the drive, at every level of connection, simultaneously. I needed to be an archmage tonight, and you guys got me there. Thank you. Your energy was there co-creating in the working, whether you consciously were present or not.  

After the working, I started feeling concerned that I had done something that no longer allowed me to move without notice. This was everywhere, and it felt STRONG.  Anyone sensitive would pick up on this eventually, and anyone skilled would be able to find me as a result, even if I tried to hide, if they were persistent enough.

I felt my mind questing out as the higher dimensions began folding around me into a new and totally unexpected configuration.  I sensed that this new alignment would cause the working to remain completely hidden from anyone who would never (in this life) choose to resonate with it, as well as anyone negative who could make the choice to resonate. (For the latter, it is visible only to the deepest parts of the being who would be making the choice, but not the being’s conscious self or even the consciously accessible edges of the unconscious.). Only those neutral and positively polarized beings who could choose to resonate with it are able to sense it, and only once sensed can they find the path to me. In fact, for anyone positively polarized who leans in even a bit, there’s now a neon sign pointing my way. (I couldn’t help advertising while I was still unenlightened and so easily tempted!  To be fair, I do think it’s going to help me build my rhizome.) 

This isn’t a fold where I’m just hiding the working through obfuscation.  The dimensions folded in a way such that someone negatively polarized can’t see the working, and also can’t think about it, or remember it or relate to it in any way other than indirectly through its results. The best a very skilled practitioner could do would be to notice the shifts in energy and eventually be able to perceive the holes in his or her awareness, but only as the vaguest sense, since even the holes fold mostly away (I’m not sure how, or more accurately why, I missed that last little twist.)  The above only applies to anyone operating from my frame of understanding or a more bounded one, of course, since anyone operating from a more expansive frame could just fold reality into a configuration that steps around my working.  However, I get the strong sense that there aren’t very many folks at all, other than you two, currently operating at the level of sophistication I moved at last night, although I did have a whole pantheon sitting at the metaphysical multi-dimensional kitchen table last night, so it’s fair to say I got a helping hand, or 500. 

When I lean into this, it is clear to me that this is one of the most sophisticated workings, if not the most sophisticated, attempted at a global scale since soon after Atlantis fell.  At the same time, I know my not-so-distant (like, a few weeks from now) self is going to look at this working, and while acknowledging its verve and panache, nevertheless chuckle at the crudity of its structure.  Ananda, I feel a bit like Charles Wallace. His sort of dreamy energy enveloped me all night, and now in the light of day I have to figure out what the hell I just did. 

I think for the next session, we should focus on this as an ongoing project and important part of the container.  I need partners in further refining this working. There are a number of subtle little breaks and limiters, augmenters and transducers built into this that have slipped away from my conscious recollection after the working that we’ll need to uncover.  And I’m sure that as we continue in our tutelage from Heka and others, new ways of boosting and clarifying the (already startling) light pouring out of this thing will be uncovered. And fundamentally, I want to refine and shape this with others going forward. It is quite literally no longer mine, and belongs to Gaia and the Earth’s social memory complex now, so should be cared for by all, and certainly more than just me. 

There is going to be a lot to unpack here, beyond just this working, so I will make myself available at 5am any morning this week if you are able to hold another session. 

With love and heartfelt gratitude,

Scott