Letter to Jeremy and Madeline
To: Jeremy and Madeline
Date: September 23, 2024
Hi Jeremy and Madeline, I am thankfully recovered from the ascension sickness I was working through last week. I spent some time thinking about our relationship, and I have come to the conclusion that I wish to speak with you both again only when you are ready to get it. What do I mean by “get it”? For me, people who get it largely means people who are clear enough in their perception to always seek to move with kindness towards me in recognition that I am a human being and more than a tool, and that any shadow they perceive in me is a collaborative project, since everyone’s healing is the world’s healing.
After Sara and I began the Ascension on August 8th when we built the Bridge to Infinity, we realized that at that time we were the only people on the planet who really got it. We were the only ones that had a vision and purpose strong enough that regardless of all of the other karmic storms and delusions we may fall into, we always keep our eye on the prize and look past our stupid shit to make sure we are always moving the ball forward. We get there for different reasons: me in order to create heaven on Earth, and Sara in order to create a magical world of ease, fun and contentment for everyone. Same vision, approached from different angles, both of us with our eyes unswervingly on the prize.
As we began to realize this, we began doing a working to help others get it (a working we called “Get it? Got it? Good.”) In addition to me and Sara, my dear friends Carol, Samantha, and Michael get it now (each sharing in the vision, approaching it from their own perspective and for their own reasons), and they have formed the core of FableTech. We were the ones who saw clearly that I am organizing a group of sovereign beings realizing their godhood who can independently create their own reality and are learning to walk beside each other. And they recognize that I am also currently the point of the pyramid, helping to bring all of humanity forward as I guide the Ascension. And I wish to receive respect and appreciation for the work I have done and am doing.
My friends recognize this, and they lift me up, while helping me to grow, and helping me to avoid hiding from anything or violating anyone’s sovereignty. They share with me their concerns when they perceive them, and trust me to take their concerns seriously and do as I believe is best for my path. The same as I do for them. They interact with me in a way that helps me pursue my goals instead of hindering me, since they accurately recognize that my work is creating the platform for everyone’s goals to flourish. They are true friends, and their trust in me has returned us all many dividends.
The weekend of the 13th, I flew with Michael and Sara to Seattle on about a day’s notice to rescue our highly autistic and schizophrenic friend Marcus from homelessness. Marcus, despite all of his delusions, got it clearly enough to let me do my thing, without ever challenging me or forcing me to justify myself, with Sara and Michael both supporting me and the work in close collaboration. Marcus accurately perceived the weekend as the collaboration in his healing that it was. And as a result, by the end of the weekend, this massively autistic and highly schizophrenic man was able to interact with reality in a wholesome and healthy way for the first time in his approximately 60 years of life, allowing him to be on his own and know that he has got this. Even someone like Marcus, with so much healing to do and so much difficulty healing prior, can heal quickly, when he fully accepts my help without rejecting me. Even as he continues to heal, he gets it. He is good.
Some still struggle to see me as I am. I am tired of being gaslit and made to feel bad about myself because people still largely in their shadow are dramatically magnifying karmas that in my lived experience and the lived experience of those who get it are generally very tiny parts of my personality. We only perceive karma we are resonant with. And so for you to perceive something in me, it must exist in you as well, although almost never in equal proportions.
People struggling to face their shadow unconsciously inflate my karmas to be much larger than they ordinarily present because shadow energies resonate with like shadow energies. For people largely in the shadow, it is difficult to access higher vibrations, and so such people perceive in me almost entirely shadow, instead of all of the higher vibe states that I inhabit regularly and they have yet to stabilize into. Because it is unconscious, Instead of recognizing and healing the massive karmas dominating their experience, they project on me the contours of the karmas they are struggling to face in themselves, and then perceive me as solely that.
In addition, many people instinctively sense into all of the cruelty a person in the shadow vibrations would engage in with my power if they actually had it, and then instinctively assume I would act in such a way. This is a false perception because by failing to realize that my vibration is generally well beyond the shadow frequency, they fail to perceive that I would make very different and more wholesome choices than someone mired in the shadow frequency.
As a result, people dominated by the shadow end up engaging in behaviors through their unconscious skewed perception resulting in them moving in a way that is unconsciously designed to hurt and trigger me. The result is taking a karma that is relatively small in me and magnifying my response to it, by triggering the most deeply-hurtful aspects of that karma. This then allows them to tell themselves that this sort of large response by me is indicative of who I am, rather than indicative of the way I have been triggered and hurt. They can tell themselves that this is who I always am, and therefore everything they feel about me and do to thwart me is justified because in their experience I move with such negativity. It is a massively distorted delusion as to who I am.
And once they perceive me that way, it justifies dehumanizing me by perceiving me as a tool, rather than a person — something that is scary and can be used and exploited when that is the easiest path, instead of appreciated and cared for. My friends who get it accurately perceive that I am largely a being of light and joy these days, and that any dips into shadow are opportunities for positive collaboration and healing, rather than for judgment and reifying negative energies and a fear-based approach to reality.
I am tired of having to suffer through the endless games of aggressive positioning from people who fail to get it, and who are more concerned with making themselves feel comfortable in the moment by playing petty power games to wrestle tiny morsels of control instead of doing the kind thing and respecting my sovereignty.
The primary reason people continue to gaslight me is because they refuse to acknowledge that I directly perceive energy with total truth, and so they continue to delude themselves into painting an image of me that accords with their fears, rather than seeing all of me as I am. They constantly debate with me over the accuracy of what I perceive, instead of recognizing that I am always perceiving Truth, and thereby taking everything I say as an opportunity for growth. This is the reason why I prefer to spend my time with others in preference to you these days. With you, I have to constantly justify myself. All of the people in my life who I am close with now (including my wife and children) get me at this point sufficiently to understand how I move and to respect and appreciate me. I rarely find myself having to justify anything I do or say with any of them. I get them. They get me. We get it.
I wish to speak with you again only when you are ready to get it. I have spent too much time the past two years suffering. I wish for peace. Always.
