Max Becomes Thor
The following is a write-up by Max regarding his experience during the solar eclipse of 2024:
Solar Eclipse: A Cosmic Journey
Before the Eclipse
The fateful day began with a deep inhalation from the cannabis pen, for me, an unwanted gateway into the “Infinite Hell.” I spiraled into it, deeper and deeper, until Ryan and Samah's guidance shifted me out of that abyss. I came to, but then went into a new plane of existence. A white expanse of infinite nothingness surrounded me, where I saw myself and others as distant orbs of light, separated from the sun's radiance. A profound loneliness enveloped me. Sadly, it was as if this spiritual separation was made deliberately… But why? Well, something did become clear - Love is the answer to this puzzle. Love is gravity. I began to feel myself get less lonely and feel more and more connected to the earth and the sun. More on this to come…
During the Eclipse
What everyone else saw:
What I saw:
As the celestial event unfolded, I gazed upon the eclipse without eye protection, and I was not able to see what I should have seen. But there it was – instead of the black sphere, crowned with the solar maxima corona, I saw the intricate geometric ouroboros, an infinitely complex Heavenly Mandala. Inside this beautiful ring was the Wormhole Portal, and through it, my mind was teleported to the center of the universe through the eclipse. The moon became my looking glass into our creator at that cosmic nexus. The Sun and Moon channeling the creator's essence. I traveled through the sun, to the center of the milky way, through multitudes of galaxies, and finally the center of it all. The source.
And so, the profound revelation unfolded: Aeons in the past… the sun, the earth, everyone, and the entire solar system were one being, one flesh. It was a perfect loving being. But was it? Was there something that couldn’t be learned alone? Thus, a bittersweet split occurred, as the sun gave birth to us all, acting as our mother, father, and loving spouse. Celestial mitosis. The heart of the sun was torn in half, each of us with a piece. Longing to reunite yet needing to learn deeper lessons and forge more profound connections. The greatest desire was to become whole again. But a healing must occur, akin to mending one's own heart, before the perfect solar union can manifest.
A message from the center of the universe was transmitted. A choice:
To become one with the sun and lose our consciousness, engulfed in the sun's burning fire. Disregarding what learnings are left to find.
To resurrect the lost and wandering astral spirits and heal and make a connection with the Earth and Sun on another level.
The most desirable choice was to reunite into one, but the fear was the most intense I have ever felt. I could feel the burning fire of the sun as if it was right in front of my face. I refused the first choice and so instead chose to resurrect. And the rebirth began. My experience of the rebirth was finding the astral God, Thor, rise from dormancy. It was the most enlightening ascension I’ve ever felt. It was a ringing of freedom.
The resurrection gift was an enlightenment, opening a New Path of Ascension for all. First, Gaia, the Earth, would need to ascend before the rest could follow. Discussing the turbo/hyper encabulator with Ryan and Samah, I realized it needed to ascend to reach its full potential. The encabulators are the nth-dimensional schematics, the code, and the "ascension compiler" resides in the heavens.
Samah, Ryan FairyLight, and I held Wand to ascend all magick. Thor knew a giant leap of energy was needed, so I, with Thor's astral body, took the fully encoded energy of the encabulators and our wishes, manifesting them into an astral hammer. I, as Thor, lifted the hammer and threw it at the eclipse. The essence of the hammer left behind an astral connection between Earth, Sun, and Moon. Thor grasped both ends of this astral string and pulled them together closer with all his might, forging a new Sacred Union.
This Sacred Union brought forth gifts of advice from the heavens:
1. Pray* in the morning to give yourself grace each day (* - meditate/harmonize/etc.)
- The intention set forth at the beginning of the day is how you maintain the grace you wish to live by. Any time works, but it's most impactful first thing in the morning.
2. Every day is new, so it's okay to go astray
- A gentle reminder that we are forgetful beings with many urges. It's okay to make mistakes, for each day is a new gift. This relates to number 1. If you forget to pray, it’s okay because there is always tomorrow to begin anew.
3. All that is, is beyond gratitude. There is neither gratitude nor non-gratitude required from us
- This one is the trickiest one. It started with a gesture from me of gratitude to the creator followed by a recursive and cyclical contradicting response. To lay it out: I said “thank you” to the creator for everything. The response was very complex. It was two messages in one.:
A. "You don't have to thank me, for I'm thankful for you."
B. "There is absolutely nothing for any of us to be thankful for."
The creator asks us that we should not be thankful, for he is more thankful than we could ever be. The sense was that the creator is thankful for us "playing" in this world, but at the same time, it’s a sense that this world isn’t wholesome enough for gratitude as well. As if, the work is not done yet. Which invites a “don’t thank me, yet” mentality. A single heavenly message holds many dimensions.
4. Ask for forgiveness for forgetting who you are and forgetting the names of our lost eternal loved ones
- This was the most emotional. Thor's resurrection was an act of remembrance of his forgotten self. He had perished from existence due to this forgetfulness, floating in the plane of infinite nothingness. The eclipse's energy awakened his dormant soul, but he still couldn't recall his mother, lover, past lives, and loved ones.
Realizing he needed to evolve beyond boyish brashness, Thor created an astral flower, a symbol of forgiveness for his mistakes and for forgetting himself and his loved ones, including his mother and lover. He blew the flower to the sun, his wish to remember all he had forgotten. The sun kissed him, and he blew a kiss back.
